๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข๐ข๐ข Last heart break I had I was self harming myself t..
Added 2022-10-10 04:50:25 +0000 UTC๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข๐ข๐ข Last heart break I had I was self harming myself that I was soothing on not eating, be active to family, and cry myself to sleep. I loved him so much that he was my dream guy as Iโve been crushing on him since 2019. He made me feel in love with him a lot more. I was getting happy that we talked. Dreams turned into reality that my dream guy has made it official that he was falling over me. Heโs so dreamy that I fell for his eyes and smile. We spoke of our first time meeting and said I was so cute that I was his. I vowed and committed not to break our love. I wanted him happy and so did he. Now he broke his promise on not hurting me and cheated on me. He was seeing someone else as I found out on Instagram. On October 8th, I celebrated my cousinโs wedding that I hid my pain and put a fake smile. Itโs my cousinโs big day and my suffering should be put aside. I did in fact almost cried twice as seeing my cousin happy brought a tear to my eye that I wanted to be with this guy for the rest of my life as my Mom adores him. I canโt tell Mom what Iโm going through as itโs my heartache. I wish I can rewind time to go back to my happy self when I was at Playlist Live. ๐๐๐ข
