Hi friends ♥️I’m seeing life differently since I’ve been hom..
Added 2023-01-15 01:12:12 +0000 UTCHi friends ♥️I’m seeing life differently since I’ve been home from the hospital. I need to make sure I listen and pay attention so I can learn from this feeling and adjust. I’ve been reminded how life can change with one emergency phone call so quickly. How life is so fragile. How each day with our loved ones is precious. I can’t help but keep worrying about my son and get tears in my eyes when fear of his lung collapsing again while he is at college enters my mind. I jump when I hear a beeping or ringing noise because it reminds me of his oxygen dropping. I am so happy and thankful we are home but Ive also noticed these thoughts. I worry that he is not connected to the machine tracking his oxygen and pulse. It was so hard at the hospital but it felt safe to have his vitals checked regularly and to have regular X-ray to ensure he was okay. I need to change these thoughts but it will take time and that is okay. I will process this with patience and love from my support network. Thank you all for being here for me. You may see a big smile and tears running down my cheeks at the same time ♥️ I just want to hold him close and make sure he is safe ♥️ We will be bringing him to college Monday night because his classes start Tuesday. Please say an extra prayer that night as we hug goodbye in his dorm room ♥️
