So I'm gonna be reallllllly open with yall for a second, oka..
Added 2020-10-09 22:17:43 +0000 UTCSo I'm gonna be reallllllly open with yall for a second, okay? I hope that's okay. I've been having what seems to be a bad 3 months lmao, like it just don't stop. But some days like the past few for me have gotten really hard. I struggle with depression and anxiety, my worth on this planet, who cares about me and who doesn't. I kniw it's just my brain convincing me of things that aren't true but the fact is it's still winning at it. I do believe these things, like everyone would be better off without me. I haven't felt proud to be alive, or proud of anything I do. But I try really hard. I try to do what makes me happy and more importantly I try to do what makes others happy. I certainly care more about others than myself. So like I said, the past few has been really rough on that part of my brain. But I just wanted to say thank you for joining me on this free page, and mega thank you if you purchased anything already or if you subbed to my paid page. I'm using the aid to see a new psychiatrist soon plus more sets for october. All the love I've been given and seen the past day has been really touching and I really needed it. So thank you.
