Update: I might have a family loss within the next few weeks..
Added 2020-11-22 07:02:48 +0000 UTCUpdate: I might have a family loss within the next few weeks because my grandmother got Corona virus, and could have possibly given it to my mother. My grandmother has had cancer and my mom has multiple risk factors and would surely die from complications if she did happen to get it, meaning both of my parents could die within 2 years of each other before the age of 43. So I'm not really my best because I love my mom more than anything, and eould hate to have my 2 younger sisters be orphaned before graduating high school. So in advance, I apologize for my bad mental health or any necessary breaks I might need to take. (Honestly I'm more pissed at my grandmother than actually upset at her getting coronavirus because it was completely avoidable but she's clingy and selfish)
