Try on my new dresses with me 🥰
I’m absolutely in love with these 2 dresses, thank you so much to the kind soul who gave me a huge tip last week which allowed me to have this mini shopping spree ❤️❤️❤️
*(unrelated: I’m not gonna be able to have sex until like Monday because I have people staying with me, so if I seem *very graphically horny* at even the slightest provocation in my messages for the next few days, that’s why)*
Get undressed with me after a lil house party I went to last night xxx
I seem to be on the mend after my *lil mental wobble* the past couple of weeks, thank you so much to those of you who stuck around 🥹🥹🥹
Here’s what you can expect over the next couple of weeks:
*This week:*
Wednesday/Thursday: I’m going clothes shopping to get some outfits to wear at XBIZ in Amsterdam and will do a haul try-on - *as well as hopefully making myself look sexy in some nice lingerie because I have thoroughly missed feeling sexy*
Friday/Saturday: I have a gig so there’ll hopefully be a get dressed/get undressed with me video *though I will have houseguests who don’t know about my OnlyFans so it may just be pictures*
*Next week:*
Monday-Friday: I’m in Amsterdam for XBIZ and will be posting photos of all of my outfits - both for the actual events and for my day-to-day wanders about the city 🥰 *(sidenote here: I *hate* flying, I know it’s not a long flight but what do you usually do when flying somewhere to occupy yourself?)*
Saturday: another gig, another cool outfit
And after all that I’m gonna be working on some kind of sequel to my *rather well-received* office video 😘
*Oh *also,* some of you noticed on Twitter that I mentioned potentially changing my name (just the Steph part, I’m not changing the Shattered Polaroids part don’t worry) but I’m honestly struggling to think of a name that fits correctly 🤔*
hey everyone, I’m really sorry I’ve not posted much recently or been *on it* with answering my DMs: I’ve been having a rough time mentally and just generally feeling ugly due to things out of my control, so I haven’t had the motivation to make myself look nice almost at all and I just wanna sit and cry all day every day
I hope you understand ❤️
I feel so pretty in white lingerie, *I should get more of it, shouldn’t I?* 🤔
2024-08-15 15:00:45 +0000 UTC View PostGet undressed with me while I uhhhhhhh rant/divulge to you my reasons for not having posted properly this week lol
Was debating whether or not to post this last night *(well technically right now but it’ll be last night when you read this so yeah)* but I decided to go ahead and post it in the end - scheduled for 7am because I want a big lie in tomorrow *and I don’t want to wake up early enough to have second thoughts and delete the video lol x*
Watch it with sound if you wanna hear about my shitty week (it’s not even a shitty week it’s literally just a very very shitty Tuesday morning that I sat crying about for 2 days) and watch it muted if you simply just wanna see me take my clothes off bc I still look cute even if I feel a bit down at the moment.
It’s just really weird because at the moment the doctor and I don’t know if the patches will change things or if there’s a bigger issue to do with how my body processes estrogen and if there is a bigger issue *I Do Not Know What I Will Do* because it would basically mean medical transition cannot work for me and that would break me. So what I could really do with is a *huge* hug from all of you 🥺❤️
Steph xxx
PS if you notice me using *italics* a lot, it’s because I try as hard as I can to type things how I would say them out loud and there’s always a lot of asides in any ramblings I do *as I'm sure you’ve noticed in videos where I talk a lot*
so I’m on patches now instead of pills for my estrogen, Doc hopes my body will absorb it better *and make back the progress I lost over the past few months.*
I kinda *hate* seeing the patches on me though so pls make me feel better about that guys 🥺
*(Also enjoy the fact that I’m showing most of my face while having no makeup on lmao)*
Sorry if I’m a bit MIA this week - I just found out that my body stopped absorbing estrogen properly and has spent the last few months overproducing testosterone to compensate: effectively detransitioning me for the past 3 months so I’ve been going backwards and I don’t know why.
And finding that out this morning, as well as being unable to find a pharmacy to fill my prescriptions is making me have a bit of a breakdown so I may be a bit *not altogether focused* this week
Very sorry guys, I just need several big hugs😭
I know I’ve worn this dress a lot recently but in my defence I look great in it and my partner wanted me to look as much like arm candy as possible for a party so who am I to say no to that?
2024-08-04 10:45:10 +0000 UTC View Post
last night vs this morning
gods I am so hungover but I still feel cute 🥺🥺🥺
I’m absolutely loving the landing strip ngl, I think I’m gonna keep it 😇 - also I love these cute lil treble clef earrings 🥺
2024-07-31 14:09:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Heya 🥰 missed you all since uploading the big video - I’ve had a very busy week and am now having a much deserved rest
As a lil treat, here’s a photo from each day
Red dress: Wednesday
Floral dress: thursday
Blue dress: Friday
Grooby shirt: Saturday
Day off where I slept almost the entire day: Sunday
Green dress: Monday
Black top and blue skirt: this morning (Tuesday)
Have you missed me too?🥺🥺🥺
This is the promised behind the scenes video lol, just a lil bit of fun and who *doesn't* wanna hear me have the occasional chat while I've got a big dildo in my ass?
2024-07-24 15:20:03 +0000 UTC View PostIt's my first day at the office! But my boss keeps saying I'm *"not here to work"* whatever *that* means I guess
Yes I am aware that this video has a bit of cringe to go along with the sexy, but it was really fun to make and honestly one of the first videos I've done completely on my own that I've thoroughly enjoyed making soooooo you'd better like it :)
small collection of random naked pics because why not lol x
2024-07-20 08:59:04 +0000 UTC View Post
A few moreeee, kinda love this angle, do you?
Posting at 9am so you get to see it when you wake up from your Saturday morning lie in 😘
a few screenshots from the video for you 😘
Love being ordered around, even if it *is* by me 😂
Get dressed with me for my first day at my new job: your sexy secretary!
I forgot how sexy I feel in PVC, it's been so long since I wore any. So come watch me put on some sexy black lingerie, a black pvc skirt, and white satin blouse so I can look nice and pretty for my new boss.
There is a 20 minute video to go along with this, as well as a short BTS video to go along with that (and by 'behind the scenes', I literally just mean parts where I stopped filming to have a little break and decided to have a tiny chat).
This said, would you prefer to have the like,,, 3.5 minute 'behind the scenes' video first or the big 20 minute actual video first? Comment your preference plsss
Full video is a little cringe, but - to me - it's like a funny kind of cringe so I don't mind and kinda like it. Picture a sexy *yet awkward* secretary on her first day getting fucked by her boss. Except her 'boss' only appears in the video as some subtitles between her dialogue and a rather large dildo that she sucks and fucks *(you may have to use your imagination a little bit to pretend there's actually a guy there, or you could simply pretend that he is you ;) )*
I may or may not have filmed something cute and/or cringe today - but who doesn’t love a slutty secretary on her first day of work? 🤭
2024-07-17 12:19:25 +0000 UTC View Post
couple of my recent looks for going to the pub lmao
got recognised at a pub on Friday 😭😂
I just had sex and took this photo and thought you’d wanna see it too 😘
2024-07-08 00:07:04 +0000 UTC View PostGet undressed with me ☺️
Tonight I went to my friend’s 25th birthday party! He had a SpongeBob themed party (of all things lol) so I went as Karen *(Plankton’s computer wife)* and my partner went as plankton (I made his hair stick up like antennae lol).
Sorry the video splits in the middle, I was reading a message I got from Kai Bailey and it stopped the video when I looked, so that’s why it’s 2 videos
I’ve had such a hectic June I’m just so happy I’ve got a bit of respite in July, hopefully I can get back to my squats because I have a multi-day date planned with A at the end of the month 🤭
thinking of wearing this new dress for a date I have tomorrow, thoughts? (phone in front of my face because I am v hungover lol)
2024-06-29 12:39:44 +0000 UTC View Post
hey sorry I’ve not been about much the past week, my mental health had a little crash that’s been building up for a while, but I managed to make myself look semi-cute and go outside yesterday so I’m on the way better now, thank you for sticking with me ❤️❤️❤️
2024-06-27 08:26:14 +0000 UTC View PostWent shopping today and thought I’d try on the new clothes for you 😊
I realised I had no like *regular* femme shoes and was always wearing either trainers or like,, goth boots lol, so I bought some new shoes, as well as a really nice dress that I think might now actually be my new favourite summer dress after trying it on 🥰
Enjoy x
My outfit for yesterday’s wedding 🥰🥰
Anyone have any phone recommendations? Both my work phone and personal phone are getting a little old and broken (battery life is down to like 3 hours for the work phone and 5 hours for the personal) because one is an iPhone 11 and the other is an iPhone 6 💀 so I should probably upgrade one or both of them relatively soon 😂
If you have a recommendation, please comment along with *why* you like it - I’ve not gotten a new phone in roughly 5 years so I really do not know much about phones at this point lol x
I’m gonna finish editing Part 2 of the video at some point this week now I don’t have so much travel to do for a little while x
Get dressed with me for a 4 hour train journey up north for a wedding 🥰
Definitely went for comfort over style but I hope you enjoy nonetheless 😘
I would’ve worn a nice dress or something but the weather forecast does not seem promising 😭😭
Okay part 2 of the smut (picture unrelated but to be fair it’s the same dress as I wore on the date, just in red)
So as we went to sleep, I promised I’d wake A up with something *fun* 😏
(I’m gonna say now, in my defence, I did not know what time it was when I woke up as I didn’t check my phone)
Now, I give *fantastic* wake-up calls - *if I do say so myself*. I noticed daylight peaking in through the curtains, unable to tell if it was 6am or 10am (and *very* conscious of the 11am checkout time) I decided to make my move. I slowly slid under the covers, making sure I didn’t touch A in the process - *wouldn’t want him to wake up before I had chance to start, right?*.
A was already hard, I could see it oh so clearly through his tight boxers. 🤤 I very slowly pulled the front of his boxers down; my mouth already watering. A seemed to stir almost as soon as my tongue touched the tip of his cock. I love hearing a man moan while his cock is in my mouth 🫦
I must have been down there for ages, taking it all the way to the base and all the way back to the tip slowly and sensually. Desiring a better view, A pulled the covers off me *(sidenote: my hair was not tied up at this point so I, admittedly, looked like the girl from The Ring from his perspective - until he held my hair for me 😇)*.
“Your turn” A said. I grinned, remembering how good his tongue felt the night before, and gleefully presented myself. If I had known what time it was, I would have kept the noise down, *but I had no idea, so I didn’t* 😈 I was practically screaming as A moved back and forth between my cock and my hole. I was proven correct again though, *his hair did look amazing with my fingers running through it* 🤭
Naturally, it was time to fuck me. Once again, that first moment was incredible. I love missionary, I know it sounds basic as fuck but I *love* seeing a guy’s eyes and face as he enters me, it’s always so fucking hot to see 🥵 We fucked for a little while, and checked the time when we had a water break: *5:23am*.
*Good grief, I think I jumped the gun a little when I saw the daylight*. So we opted to go back to sleep for a little bit, with the expectation that A wakes me up this time 😌
I woke up moaning. I guess when I fell asleep I rolled onto my front, one leg straight and the other bent up beside me. It’s a comfy sleeping position, and also provides *great* access, *especially* when naked. I can’t remember if I mentioned last time that A’s fingers are quite long and that he’s very good with them, but if I didn’t: A’s fingers are quite long and he’s very good with them 😍.
I could feel his body against mine, his breath in my ear, his fingers gently hitting the perfect spot inside me. I was in heaven. A turned my head slightly, I thought so he could kiss me, but in actuality it seems he just wanted to see my eyes roll back as he took his fingers out and put them back in again. I can’t remember what A said as he did it, I wasn’t really in the room at the time *what with all the pleasure* but it was something about my reactions to his fingers looking very sexy - and, me being a glutton for compliments *among other things,* was turned on even more.
A pulled his fingers out for the last time and adjusted himself slightly so he was more over me. I could feel his cock against my ass. Knowing what was about to happen, I arched my back to raise my ass slightly and give him a better angle.
*Fuuuck,* I love this angle. A’s cock felt so fucking deep, scraping past my prostate on its way in and out. I wanted to bury my face in the pillow to muffle my moaning (*more like screaming*), but A wanted to see my face, so we compromised and I didn’t bury my face 😇 It felt so good I was completely brainless and probably drooling by the time he came. Now, I don’t want to share *every* intimate detail, so I have left some things out, and I’m going to leave the final moment to your imagination 😘
What I *will* say though, is that we shared a very nice shower together after we had *both* finished, and I got so horny in there that I wanted to go again, and I’m sure we would have if it wasn’t nearing 11am - *ugh, I guess we had to leave at some point 😭*
We left the hotel in a fantastic mood, stopped somewhere for a spot of breakfast, and walked to his car for him to give me a ride home. We got a little lost trying to drive out of the bay, but it did give us some time to plan our next date. 🥰
Now I have a lovely trip to look forward to next month 🫦😉
smut time 🥵 (I know I promised a ‘get dressed with me’ video for this date but I left it waaay too late getting ready lol)
I had an absolutely amazing date with a guy, let’s call him *A*, on Saturday night 🥰
He’d organised it a few weeks prior, booked us a hotel and a table at a really nice restaurant that I’d never been to before, *so needless to say, I was already* hard *for him for weeks before we even met* 😮💨
We’d arranged for me to arrive at 3, but my taxi got stuck in *every single red light* on the way there so I arrived closer to 3:10 *(and I was a little panicked, worrying he’d think I wasn’t gonna show up 😬)* but I got there, weaved my way through the 400 hen parties that were going on in Cardiff this weekend *(okay maybe a slight exaggeration but not by much),* and I saw a very handsome man *with hair that I thought would look great running between my fingers while he goes dow— okay, getting ahead of myself there, more on that later 😘* dressed in a nice waistcoat, holding an absolutely lovely looking bouquet of roses *(also huge, I’ve honestly never seen this many roses at once)*.
I dropped my suitcase off in our room and we headed out for some cocktails to get to know each other, *weaving through yet more hen parties*. Looking at the menu, I knew what I wanted to order: a pornstar martini (sidenote: I always feel awkward ordering pornstar martinis considering… y’know. So I assure you it’s because of the taste *and not my love of irony*). A ordered the same, and *once he managed to fight his way through - you guessed it - even more hen parties* we finally got to start chatting.
One of the first questions A asked me was along the lines of “so what nerdy things do you enjoy?” and I tentatively replied that the main one for me is *Star Wars*. The way his eyes lit up when I said that made me feel safe revealing that when I say *Star Wars* I don’t just mean the films, I mean the multitude TV series as well, live action and animated.
(inb4 “Steph, you said this is smut, where is the sex? 😠”, be patient, don’t you wanna know how we got there? And, more importantly, don’t you wanna know how to get me so horny I take my clothes off?)
SO, we had 2 cocktails at this first bar, and - without realising it - our chairs had moved steadily closer to the point our knees were just about touching 🥵. Alas, the bar was loud, so we left. We still had an hour and a half until our dinner reservation, so we went to another bar, foolishly thinking it would be quieter. *Did I mention there were a lot of hen parties in Cardiff on Saturday?*
Onto the next bar, A sent me to scavenge us a table while he ordered our cocktails (2for1? Yes please). I found a high table and - not wanting to lose any progress - immediately moved two chairs to be very close together on one side of it *(I’m a sucker for closeness, sue me 🤷🏻♀️)*. Another great thing about our chairs being next to each other is that it made for some great people-watching, something that we both apparently enjoy partaking in. We spoke a little about sports because there was some rugby on the TVs, and we discovered that we had both played rugby in our youths (albeit I was the only one who’d played proper rugby, whereas A had played that *awful union stuff* 😉). This second bar was downstairs, which meant I was able to give him a fantastic view as we left 🍑
With roughly half an hour to go until dinner, we briefly stopped at a 3rd bar, *though most of our time there was taken up by me going to use the bathroom* (which was up 2 flights of stairs and then - by the feel of it - *a 30 mile walk down a narrow corridor*). By the time I got back it was almost time for our meal, so it was a quick downing of our cocktails before heading across the road.
The restaurant *oh my god the restaurant* was absolutely lovely - I’d been meaning to try this place for almost the entire 7 years I’ve lived here. A wonderful family owned Italian restaurant, walls decorated with photographs of the owner with various celebrities ranging from local Welsh figures all the way to Princess Diana. A lot of our conversation here centred around the *truly huge* amount of photos on the walls.
Now, I had been looking at the menu for this place online every day since it was booked and yet, in classic fashion for me, I still did not know what to order (it all looked really good, and I love food, and honestly every time I looked at the menu my mind started to drift towards daydreaming of what we’ll do when we get back to the hotel 🥰). I settled on a seafood linguine and A had something that resembled a bolognese, but I can’t remember what it was called exactly because I was too busy thinking of what the rest of the night had in store for us.
(“STEPH WHERE IS THE SEX?” I’m getting to it I promise 😭. For me, foreplay isn’t just hand stuff before a shag, it’s also the entire date before that *hell, for me it goes all the way back to the first messages we exchanged*. Anyway look, I’ll fast forward to us being back in the room, *how’s that?*)
SO, we’re back in the room, and I had promised A that I’d be getting changed when we returned (because, let’s face it, there’s not much opportunity for sexy lingerie under the dress I wore for the meal). I donned a lacy black bra and thong, with a red and black garter belt, and some nice black seamed stockings, a different dress, and some tall red heels *(oh, and a rather large butt plug 🤭).*
I had been waiting patiently to kiss A since I saw him outside the hotel - I wanted to for the whole date, but the lipstick I was wearing was very *smudge-able* so I had to restrain myself. Not anymore though 😍 I can’t quite remember how we started kissing, *in my defence, there was not much blo0d in my head at this point.* We decided that we were both a little overdressed (I think I excused it due to the warmness of the hotel room). My dress hit the floor *so* quickly.
Now, to add some context before I get into it: in our messages prior to this date, we’d found out that we’re both very competitive, so we had decided that A was going to think of some games for us to play where the loser receives a *punishment*.
The first challenge was to stare into each other’s eyes with a straight face, and the first to break a smile lost. *Little did A know, I am fantastic at holding a straight face*. Naturally, I won this challenge 💅 and A revealed he had also bought a couple more presents for me - one of which was a nice little riding crop for the winner to spank the loser with 🤭. A couple quick lashes later and we were onto the next one.
One thing to know about me is that I am only ticklish on one *tiny* spot on my lower back. With that in mind, challenge number 2 was a tickle fight: loser was whoever smiled or laughed first. Turns out A is *very* ticklish, so I won that one with ease as well. To his credit, A did find my ticklish spot quite a lot throughout the night, just not yet 😇.
After a few other challenges, we finally allowed our instincts to take over. Off went my heels and bra, and off went, well, his underwear was all that was left at this point anyway 🤭. I love giving love bites, and it turns out A loves receiving them - *perfect*. By the time we checked out of the hotel, his neck was truly a work of art 🎨
Remember earlier how I was going to say I thought his hair would look amazing with my fingers running through it while he went down on me? I don’t think I’ve ever been more right in all my life *(at this point in the night, I had completely lost track of time, he could have been down there for 30 seconds or 2 hours for all I know)*. A was incredible, my eyes were rolling back and my moans getting louder. Then it was my turn 😈.
Okay, so, I see any dick as a challenge, I *always* want to see how far down I can go. And when I’ve been treated as well as I was on Saturday evening, I’m obviously not going to just stop once I reach the base. I don’t know if it was his gentle demeanour on the date, his generosity, or his attractiveness, but I was throating it as though I needed his cock more than I needed air to breathe. I only stopped when A told me there was still a part of my body that he’d not looked after yet.
The *moan* I let out when removing the plug was potentially the loudest noise I’d made yet that evening, but it certainly wasn’t the loudest by the end. I love having my ass eaten, and A seemed to really love eating ass. His tongue was amazing, I was *desperate* for him to fuck me after about 3 seconds, let alone however long he was actually down there for 🥵.
I think my favourite thing about sex is that first moment it goes in, that feeling never gets old 😍 absolute pure bliss. A’s cock was the *perfect* size to hit the right spot every time, I was in heaven. We did it in cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, d0ggy, missionary, a couple of positions that I don’t know the name of, over the course of about 3 hours (we had breaks, we’re not *machines, goddd*).
A asked where he should cum, and I said, in what can only be described as a *pathetically* subby voice, “on my face”. As he stood over me, I closed my eyes and stuck my tongue out, and felt a few drops start to hit my face. I was a little disappointed, thinking *’is this it?’* until a few moments later, when I realised that was just pre-cum, the actual load was *huge* 💦🥵. I was covered, my face was covered, my tits were covered, there was some in my hair, on my neck, and even my stomach. A 10/10 facial.
After I *cleaned up* a little, we cuddled and watched some TV while lazily making out before going to sleep in a great mood - excited for what we might get up to the following morning 😇
This post has ended up WAY longer than I thought it would, and I’ve been writing it for about 2 hours, so I’m gonna stop here, but if you want me to write about the next morning then tell me so 🥰
*(and don’t worry, it won’t start with like 75,000 pages of non-sex that potentially only appeals to me)*
Get undressed with me from last night
I have not watched this back, nor do I plan on doing, so I have no idea what I’m yapping about, all I know is that I was a lil bit tipsy when I got home and I probably spoke continuously for the entire like 9 minutes I was filming, enjoy!
It’ll have to be a ‘get undressed with me’ when I get home because I had to lace myself into this crochet top that my friend made me and there’s no way to take it off without pulling half my makeup off with it 😂
But I look cute though right?
