ππ€ Lil Peep's Happy Day π€π ~ pt 1
aaaah i have been so excited to share this shoot with you guys! im super proud of my outfit and how the shoot turned out! editing them was fun too because i think they really look magical!
today was a tough day mentally but i got through it thanks to the help of some really caring people in my life. im always grateful to have them and you guys too. your support means more than you know.
tomorrow is a very extra special shoot... its a cosplay! oh gosh should i spoil it? hmm okay i will give you a tiny hint...
she's a princess and she is very wise.. π
time for me to go rest now, sending you all so much love and good thoughts in hopes they help you make it through the rest of the week. βΊοΈπ
πΈπ§Έ playful lil persocom π§ΈπΈ ~ pt 5
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yaaay this is the final part of this shoot meaning next week i can start posting the cute shoot i took yesterday! ik im always saying this, but it's a super cute one this time! lots of color and me being my best self!
im so grateful to have yalls support, alot of people don't like the way that i act and dress but im not interested in modifying myself to please them. i just want to be me, and the fact that yalls are here for that really means the world.
im being shown the starwars movies for the first time ever and ive actually been really enjoying it. i think i struggle to display certain emotions like excitement when it's someone else showing me something but despite my lack of enthusiasm outwardly, i did have fun. we are on to the 3rd of the first movies and im interested to see what happens next. π
well that's me signing off for the weekend, sending you guys so much love in hopes you get all the rest you need. Monday will be a new week.
πΈπ§Έ playful lil persocom π§ΈπΈ ~ pt 4
finally cleaned my room over the weekend and it feels good to be able to walk around freely again with no suitcases and laundry in my path. tomorrow is a shoot day! first shoot back so we will see how it goes. ill probably be a bit rusty but i have so many cute new things to show you that im excited for the outfit i create tomorrow. what am i planning to wear for tomorrow? i mainly create outfits on the spot so we will see what i come up with!
there was a time in my life where i considered fortnite the ultimate cringe, but here i am a week later still really loving it! my friend got me some cute skins and i bought the battle pass so i could play solid snake!! it's so funny to emote, we meme all the time on eachother and our opponents it's really all such a laugh. it's also just really nice to have some chill people that just care about having fun. i don't like to play with sweats.
hoping to have the final part of this set posted on Friday! then I can start posting tomorrow's shoot hopefully next week!
until then, sending so much love and all my good vibes!!
πΈπ§Έ playful lil persocom π§ΈπΈ ~ pt 3
been getting into fortnite to hang with a friend of mine, and it's been really enjoyable. i used to cringe alot at the game but it's actually pretty fun and we have quite the laugh together. tons of good moments. and my first 3 games i played we won all 3 and the 3rd one i won myself! obviously it was all just a fluke because im not actually that great at gaming but it was so much fun and we played more today and even tho we lost a bunch we still left every match laughing. π€
been struggling a bit mentally lately so responses and stuff might be slow. it's not that I don't care about you guys im just not always in my best head space, and lately ive been all over the place. im hoping to pick myself up and clean my room this weekend so that i can start making new content again next week.
still a few parts of this shoot left so i hope you guys are enjoying it! sending all my love from me to you in hopes that you can have a good day. even when things get too much just remember the little things that bring you joy. π
πΈπ§Έ playful lil persocom π§ΈπΈ ~ pt 2
first little bit back and man ive been so exhausted. really feeling the brunt of my chronic illness. i always need so much recovery after a big trip it's really debilitating. ill be okay tho! im on the up and up and ill be back to normal in no time! well my normal that is lolol
recently ive been playing some games to pass the time while im resting my body. im not always feeling well enough to even game but it's been a nice distraction to pass the time. im excited to get back into streaming soon too! alot of you have been asking about it and it's coming! my computer has just been a little broken for half a year so it made it difficult.
this weekend im having a fun game night with some friends! it's not a common thing we do but it's nice when it happens!! last one was so much fun so ik that this one will be too!
sending you lots of good thoughts and all my positive vibes in hopes that i can brighten your day even if only a little!
πΈπ§Έ eager lil persocom π§ΈπΈ
im home! i had such an awful experience at the airport today tho.. the check in guy made a big scene and completely embarrassed me and made me pay 80 dollars for a small bag that i already paid 40 dollars for. i caved and bit the bullet because i didn't want to make a bigger scene, but he was saying my small suitcase was too big when i used their service to fly to there and it was a round trip booking. there shouldn't have been any issue because i flew there with the same bags i tried to fly home with. it was so embarrassing but i was glad to be done with it.
after that i had security triple check me to make sure i wasn't carrying anything dangerous. first they scanned all my electronics with this wand thingy and then when i went through the scanner they pulled me aside and patted me down. after that they pulled my stuff to the side again and riffled through it all and finally they said it was all good to go. God it was so stressful but im glad that i kept my cool and stayed friendly. not the way i wanted to be fondled on valentines day but ehh π₯²
long story short, glad to be home.
happy valentines day! ~β‘
κ°αββ Eager Lil Persocom PPV ββΰ»κ±
this set comes with 6 bj videos in a more loving style. enjoy watching your persocom please you eagerly and obediently! only 15 dollars for all 6!
beaming my good thoughts and positive vibes to you!
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πΈπ§Έ playful lil persocom π§ΈπΈ ~ pt 1
i was traveling on a long bus on Wednesday sorry i wasn't able to post! im still away from home but ill be returning on valentines day. i hope people have been enjoying my latest PPV! if you haven't seen it yet and are interested please feel free to shoot me a DM!! i can't wait to return home and get back to working on new stuff! also did a mini shoot with a friend that ill upload at some point soon too!
lots of cosplay in the works atm all Zelda stuff so if you're interested in those sorta things they will be happening this year!
this year is going to be super exciting because i can start streaming again now that my laptop is fixed and ill be moving to a new place as well that ive been saving up all last year for. moving to my new place is going to be a serious game changer for me but it's going to take alot of preparation also.
thankyou as always for continuing to support me and what i create. im sending all my good thoughts and all my positivity!
!! new PPV coming soon !!
κ°αββ Eager Lil Persocom Preview ββΰ»κ±
this set comes with 6 bj videos in a more loving style. enjoy watching your persocom please you eagerly and obediently! only 15 dollars for all 6!
ββ‘β sending so much love,
and all my positive vibes!! ββ‘β
ππͺ»π·πΌ colorful lil cutie pie πΌπ·πͺ» pt 3
κ°α a Pastel Decora Fairy Kei inspired set ΰ»κ±
my computer came back from the repair guy.. he said "idk just reinstall windows, that will be 90 dollars." WUT?!! 90 DOLLARS TO TELL ME TO REINSTALL WINDOWS? come on guys? you really think i haven't tried that on the whole year ive been facing these issues? well screw that guy because we reinstalled and reformatted both drives to no avail. so i decided, F the secondary drive. let's just buy a bigger primary drive and upgrade my laptop with that. boom. thankyou. done.
so happy to have my computer up and running again because man i couldn't even draw or stream or download any big games before. now ill finally be able to start streaming again! and my computer should be running better than ever! with even more space too!!!
im returning home next weekend. im really sad to go but ive also expended all my funds i had for the trip so its a good time for me to return anyways. i had a really great time and some good things came out of this so that's all that matters.
ill do my best to post atleast once more this week if i can but otherwise, im sending all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!!
ππͺ»π·πΌ colorful lil cutie pie πΌπ·πͺ» pt 2
κ°α a Pastel Decora Fairy Kei inspired set ΰ»κ±
im finally feeling much better now that im on the last day of my antibiotics. nearing the end of my trip too which is sad for me but i have to go home some time. just trying to spend whatever time i can with my family while im here.
in my spare time ive been playing more of my fashion game. it's so fun to design clothes and see people wearing them! my brand is basically all pastels until recently which ive been forced to throw in some beige and black. color is my life, it's something that means so much to me, so it's so fun to play a game where i get to play around with so many cute colors and designs. ive even inspired myself for some outfits in the future!
my computer is back in repair again because it's been broken since they "fixed" it so now that im in the area again, im hoping they will fix it. if not.. idk what to do about the problems ive been facing with it.
wish me luck! sending lots of love back! π
ππͺ»π·πΌ colorful lil cutie pie πΌπ·πͺ» pt 1
κ°α a Pastel Decora Fairy Kei inspired set ΰ»κ±
im so sorry i wasn't able to post yesterday! ive been so very sick since i got here. couldn't keep anything down, even water and medication. im feeling much better today because im on antibiotics that are really helping. was finally able to eat a real meal today! ive only had a few chicken fries and a bite of a cucumber in the past 4 days! π
all my icky sicky aside, it's been nice to spend time with my family again. late Christmas went well! all the gifts were well received so im very happy with that. βΊοΈ
the following is a shoot im super proud of. my friend said i look like the host of some old kids show and i love it! it was super fun to put together and really expresses what i love most in fashion. anyhoozle hope you enjoy!
sending yalls all my best wishes and my positive vibes as well! with whatever healthy energy i have left haha
ππ€ Lil Emo Decora Girl π ~ pt 5
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i wasn't going to post today because im so busy with packing but i decided that i would take the time now to.
wish me luck on my flight! i hope everything will all go okay! and don't worry i will still be posting throughout my trip. many big hugs your way! all the love and all the good vibes. take good care and hopefully you'll see me post again next week. βΊοΈ
!!extra special stuff at the very end!!
ππ€ Lil Emo Decora Girl π ~ pt 4
yesterday i worked so hard on a cute new shoot that i can't wait to post while im away! i also tidied up my room today so it was nice and clean so i can do laundry and pack tomorrow. rinne can sometimes do adult things but im not always so good at it hehe so you should be proud of me! im so excited but im also so nervous to fly! im terrified of heights and flying in general. which is rather funny because as a kid i always wanted to fly lmao but yeah.. it's going to be good tho because this will be the first time ive seen them in almost a year.
also might meet up with Jaela again while im in the area and do a small shoot with her.. if the cards are right and the stars align lolol
alot of people thought this wig was my real hair! it's not tho so dw im still blonde! i just like to have fun with wigs. βΊοΈ
sending you my best wishes and all my good thoughts! please take good care while im away! but fret not, ill still be posting every week. π
ππ€ Lil Emo Decora Girl π ~ pt 3
next weekend im going away for a couple weeks to visit family. ill still be doing my best to upload cute stuff for you guys so fear not! your rinne will still be here! i have to pack up on Friday so i won't be able to post then, but im hoping to still post on Wednesday. it's just really important to me that i get to see some of my family and bring them Christmas.
im honestly in disbelief with all the kindness i received over 2023. it was a super rough year for all of us, but to have you guys stick with me for so long it really means alot. you guys are really the best fans i could ask for, and i don't think i say that enough. ive gotten some really sweet messages from some of you and shared parts of who i am with you. you did more than just like a cute picture of a girl on the internet, you supported something that was really important to me. so thankyou, all of you. without you guys i wouldn't be able to afford my move this year, and for that im forever grateful.
sending so much love and positivity your way. π₯Ίπ
π Santa's lil helper π ~ pt 2 βENDβ
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happy new year! i hope everyone had a nice time celebrating the end of one of the worst years for all of us haha. very happy to be in the new year because there are so many possibilities opening up to me this year! also sorry that this post is still holiday themed, i meant to post it on newyears but the editing was a bit backlogged. Friday comes more of the emo shoot since there is still alot more of that too. also there is another shoot to be edited after that is going to be SO cute. very excited to show you guys!!!
im so very happy and grateful to everyone who has purchased my latest PPV. it means so much to me to know yalls liked it so much! now that Christmas is over my money can start going towards my move again! im so close to my goal it's crazy!!
wellp enough of my chitter chatter, im sending you so much love and im really hoping you have a good start to the year. im hoping we can all get back on our feet this year. don't forget to smile.
π Santa's lil helper π ~ pt 2
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my grandmother asked me to draw a commission of my dad's DnD character for his birthday. i was nervous to take it on but i asked him for the details today and gave him my prices. it seemed to go well. i do have a really cool picture planned. not sure how well ill succeed at it, but i always do my best.
im so very glad everyone is enjoying my latest PPV!! i worked so hard on it so im happy people like it! im not sure ill be able to do PPV next month since im going away to see some of my family in Alberta. i was told that a kid didn't get Christmas this year and that didn't sit right with me. im bringing as many presents as i can carry haha im really hoping to make his Christmas special. thankfully boxing day gave me some good sales and some kind friends are helping out too. it's not usually all about the presents, but how's a kid supposed to believe in Santa if he doesn't even arrive? i told him Santa left the gifts with me. π₯Ί
well that's me signing off in 2023 wishing yalls a happy new year in advance!! next year is going to be a good one, it's gotta be. ππ
ππ€ Lil Emo Decora Girl π
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!! this set is so big that i had to make the price a little higher than my normal sets, but you get more with this one so i hope that makes sense!!
WOWIE this set took sooo long to edit aaaaah! but it's finally done and i can finally give you guys what you've all been waiting for!
i really got into it this time, i ended up enjoying myself so much that i took 10 videos! all of them are here for you to see! i hope you enjoy watching me because it was alot of fun! had my own saliva dripping down my chin.. haha so dazed after too hehe.. i deff enjoy sucking dick and it had been a little bit since i practiced hehe π€
there is more of this shoot to come, but this Friday im hoping to post more of the Christmas shoot. tomorrow is going to be another busy day for me.. laundry and editing.. every day ive been editing... so tired haha but ill be fine. i told twitter im taking some time off for the holidays but i could never leave yalls hanging here.
so much love and positivity from me to you! think good thoughts! or lewd ones..
π Santa's lil helper π ~ pt 1
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im so so tired rn.. flat out exhausted. i for some reason decided Christmas day was when i would finally clean the huge mess in my room. thankfully my niece and nephew helped me sort my accessories with a lil bribery of 5 dollars. they both like organizing and since he's younger i gave him a much simpler task because he still wanted to earn some money. also have been frantically editing photos the past hour for this Christmas shoot literally the day of so i hope it brings you some joy!
Christmas has been great! we opened all the presents on Christmas eve as my mom's tradition of not being able to wait haha but it was lovely. and my favorite part is seeing how everyone likes what i got for them. my niece loved the bracelet i made her too so that's a plus! and her mom [hearing that i also liked the backpack] bought me the exact backpack I bought her for Christmas. so now me and my niece are matching haha.
i hope your Christmas was spent well with the people you love! even if it's your loving pets. im sending you all my Christmas magic and holiday cheer as well!!
ππ€ Lil Emo Decora Girl π ~ pt 2
today was a scramble but i managed to get everything i needed to done! my mom helped me with decorations and i dressed up suuuper cute to take this year's Christmas shoot! i took lotsa cute pics that i hope to edit as soon as possible so i can release them on Christmas! boy am i sleepy after such a long day.
i missed my appointment with the doctor today because i was sleeping, but they let me call back and i was able to still meet with him! he said all my tests came back and my thyroid and blood sugars and stuff are all fine. which means it is my meds. so we lowered my current dose for the next 2 weeks, then when i meet with him again we can discuss changing them. im so happy about this! i can't wait to have a sense of normal back in my life. enjoying food again would be so nice.
sending you all my holiday cheer! with good thoughts and positive vibes too!
[currently editing a new PPV bundle!]
ππ€ Lil Emo Decora Girl π ~ pt 1
i met with my father for the first time in a year.. we don't exactly have a great relationship due to stuff i won't get into, but he's trying to make an effort now so im also trying. he did give me back my favorite paintings from my childhood and the quilt that was made for me when I was a teen. those were happily welcomed.
i wouldn't say that the meeting went bad but because of our past it's hard for me not to feel weird about it.. wellp for now all seems chill so im fine with that.
Christmas is coming up so fast!! i had a Christmas shoot planned this week but im missing some things i need to do that so it might not come out exactly how i wish.. ill figure it out tho!
sending yalls all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!!
ππ Lil Kandi Raver π ~ pt 4
yesterday i talked to the doctor and they sent me for some blood work. they want to check my blood sugar and my thyroid so i did that yesterday too because they had room to fit me in at the hospital. it was relly scary but the nurses were super nice! because of my EDS there is a bit of nasty bruising left over but that's fine! ill be okay. today's shoot i had to cover it with a bandaid, youll see that when i post it later! hopefully by Tuesday ill hear back from the doctor and if i don't then ill call in myself.
my mental health has been slowly deteriorating and ive been doing all i can to keep myself happy but the cracks are starting to show.. im so hopeful for the future which is something i never had before, but im still struggling all the same. im lucky to have the people in my life i have rn, they have relly helped hold me together. the doctor seemed so dismissive about my symptoms.. i relly hope we can adjust my meds because even the nurses agreed with me that it's the meds.
wellp, enough about my medical jibber. im sending you so much love in hopes you have a wonderful weekend!!
ππ Lil Kandi Raver π ~ pt 3
so, recently ive found out that alot of the health issues ive been dealing with this year are actually side effects of one of the meds im currently taking.. they upped this med at the beginning of the year and never checked how it was effecting my body. so because im used to weird symptoms due to my preexisting health complications, i didn't really notice all of these little things until they have accumulated so badly that im barely functioning at all lately.. good news is, alot of these issues are reversible once im off this medication. but i can't just stop taking them either because i rely on them to keep me stable.
so ill be talking to the doctor tomorrow about better alternatives with less adverse side effects because it's pretty ridiculous that ive been letting these meds destroy me for this long. im feeling alot more hopeful for my body and health now that ik that it's my meds that are messing me up. obviously ill always still have my EDS but these side effects from the meds were really throwing me for a loop.
ill update again Friday! sending lots of love and positive vibes!!!
ππ Lil Kandi Raver π ~ pt 2
today was pretty frustrating due to an array of different issues but the main one that bugged me the most is that i had to redo today's shoot almost entirely. apparently i was having a disaster with the wig bangs shedding over my face and i didn't even notice? ugh. the worst! but it's fine, i only yknow.. had to take 450 photos altogether and then PPV. but yeah the first edited photo looks great so im excited to share it with you once the current shoot is fully uploaded!
the weekend is here and i feel like i barely even started the week.. but weekends are always a nice time to relax.. i think? probably going to get laundry done and stuff tho haha
well that's me signing off for the night, im exhausted but i still have some of my love magic to share with all of yalls. sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!! enjoy your weekend!
ππ Lil Kandi Raver π ~ pt 1
this shoot was made possible by a really lovely fan, so thankyou for that! ive been really shy to do this but also excited to share so i really hope you enjoy!
im finally drawing again! it's been nice.. made lotsa cute things and some lewd things.. all fun stuff.
tomorrow i plan to do a cute shoot and hopefully some new ppv!
my friend i visited over the weekend really liked the gifts i got and made for her so that was really nice. hoping everyone will love their gifts..
anyhoozle, sending you lotsa positivity and many sunshines and rainbows! βΊοΈ
ππ€ Lil Peep's First Day π€π
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i did such a fun and cute custom shoot yesterday! im really excited to share parts of it with you guys next week! here is a hint.. Lil Kandi Raver! βΊοΈ
this is the last little bit of the lil peep shoot. it was probably one of my favorite shoots ever so im sad to move on.. there are a few super cute videos from it ive yet to post!
happy first day of December!! im so excited for Christmas now that the stress from shopping has died down. the holidays are really such a magical time for me. i love all the music and decorations and ofc getting dressed up. really wish it would snow here already.. you'd think it would snow more in Canada but ig not π₯²
sending you holiday cheer and lots of my good thoughts and positive vibes!
ππ€ Lil Peep's First Day π€π
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last chance to get in on my cyber sale!
im back into making bracelets again! mainly as gifts for Christmas, but it's rekindling that flame in me again. since i got my computer back, i had to put all my jewelry stuff away. i unfortunately do not have space for both.. so atm? my laptop is on the floor... well raised up, but cleared off my desk. not sure how long the bracelet fever will last, but im happy to be doing it again. βΊοΈ
tomorrow is going to be another shoot day! ive got a super cute one planned! when is that not the case tho? hehe
some cosplays came in the other day so that will be really fun! if youre a huge zelda fan like me then i think youre gonna really enjoy it! π
winter is taking its toll on my body, but for now i still have my positivity! sending you all my good thoughts and lots of love too!
ππ€ Lil Peep's First Day π€π
β κ°α pt 2 ΰ»κ± β
the pictures from this shoot really bring me alot of joy so i hope they do the same for you! im excited to share every part!!!
most of the Christmas gifts are wrapped, thankyou to everyone who participated in buying my ppvs during November. it's all thanks to you guys that i was able to find something nice for everyone!! tomorrow comes the last 2 gifts from Amazon, so by Sunday they all should be wrapped and ready!!! i was oh so stressed before.. not knowing how i would be able to afford Christmas this year... but you guys really pulled me through. π
some really tough things have been happening to people i care about recently so i just wanna put out some extra love because it's been a tough year and Christmas does not make things easier. im sending all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes, all the love i can muster, and warm energy for those who are really feeling the cold. please take care of yourselves. π₯Ίπ
ππ€ Lil Peep's First Day π€π
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im so proud of this super cute shoot i did yesterday! ive been waiting a couple months for this shirt and hat and it was totally worth the wait! i made such a cute outfit out of them and im relly excited to share these with you!!!
today was great, got my check this morning so the first thing i did was buy Christmas gifts. ive got a gift for everyone but my step brother. tomorrow im gonna go buy him a playstation gift card, since that's the only thing ik he likes lmao
it was nice to chat with my sister a bit today too! the nice one, she's very sweet and very glam. we talked about gifts for her kids and then a bunch about our special interests.. it was lovely. π₯Ή
i made a roblox character to play with my friend's kid. they love roblox and for some reason really wanted me to play it with them. it was actually really fun and chill. ill probably do it again some time because it relly made their day! βΊοΈπ
sending lots of love and hugs!!! im feeling alot more positive today!